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2008-07-30
The
或许我早该这样..be a man of action and secrets... -
2008-07-27
Another Humid Day
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2008-07-27
Mr.Fucked-up
我还在想昨晚向你提出的那些请求..觉得自己不是人,又觉得自己太像人了,抛去道德的皮囊。在那些话脱口之后我才真正意识到我把一切都搞砸了..其实哪一次不是我搞砸的呢 这似乎是我与生俱来的本领 而我也因此更加清楚地认识自己了.或者那个international rule还应该再加一句：Be a wolf or you'll end up alone 。
真的对不起，原谅我的鲁莽与纠缠。但愿我这次走的洒脱
i can hold your beautiful hands,and kiss your beautifull eyelid and open your beautiful doors,and ..
but it's all over,it's all over,it's all love,it's all over
i can find your beautiful ,and shut your beatiful eyes with drugs with drugs and kick your beautiful ...
i'll... cos it's all over ..it's all over........it's all over.....it's all over.
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2008-07-26
Oh Mr.Pathetic
'I should have kisses you before that movie ended' This is what's been haunting me since we split up 1 hour and 40 mins ago.You wouldnt inmagine how close i was to the kiss and to your face.Simply truning around ,my mouth could touch your cheek and i meant to stay so close to you then because i'd had this all planned.I love the milky smell releasing from you,love the shy smiles you smiled when we were watching xx in the huge but empty bookstore.I was so turned on that i wanted to hug you and kiss you with no delay.But..pathetic enough,i didnt make it, even though i was and am still wondering,if i kissed u what would happen afterwards?Will we still friends?Of course the answe only lies in you. -
2008-07-25
Under the weather
又一次陷入到一种复杂的情绪当中.朋友们的意见两边倒,虽让我困惑却还是按照了自己的想法.这几天我终于承认我是一个道德感低下的人 即使这样,当我放手一搏的时候却还是输了,我在难过,懊恼的同时却又感到一丝欣慰.至少让我看到了人的坚贞与责任感.而这两点也正好是每段恋爱之中安全感的来源.谢谢你,你又唤醒了我最深层的感情,让我在大街上就想不顾一起牵起你的手.我在想也许某一天的夜晚我果真这样做了,你会拒绝吗? 我急切盼望着却又感到内心深处不断翻涌的羞耻...我想大多数的人都会告诉我这样做是多么多么Shameful.我真的不知道再怎么做了..或许我只能忍着不给你发短信不在QQ你上跟你打招呼这种幼稚的行为了...
贴上一首歌给每晚"失眠"的我..
The ememy is after me again
afraid of the sea and what's down there
i need to sleep
it's been a whole week
cos tears keep falling into my pool
bright lights driving right into me cold
i need to sleep
it's been a whole week
cos tears keep falling into my pool
bright lights driving right into me cold
my bones keep breaking
tearing me away from the quiet
the silence of my soul, of my soul from the quiet
night time, gruelling, just time to waste
heights they kill me, leave scarring on my face
cos i never, ever, ever fall into sleep?
and i've never ever ever felt so weak
cos tears keep falling into my pool
bright lights driving right into me cold
